Hi I'm Melancholy!

You can call me Mel or Mini I answer to both

Pronouns˸ She⁄Her
Age˸ N⁄A
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PC Setup˸
GPU˸ Nvidia Geforce RTX 3070 (Founders Edition)
CPU˸ AMD Ryzen 9 5900X 12-Core Processor
RAM˸ 32 GB

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VR Setup˸
Headset˸ Valve Index
Controllers˸ Knuckles
BS˸ 2 x 2․0 Base Stations
FBT˸ 3 x Tundra Trackers

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“My Heart
Is more yours
Than it is mine”
~ Edward Lee

THE SURRENDER THEORY

there isn’t much that scares me more
than my own heart
a monster

of tenderness.
I have an irrational fear that I’ll wake to find it
perched at the
foot of my bed
begging to be torn apart, consumed
in the name of compassion.
& that’s incredibly terrifying
for a few different reasons but
mainly because I’d do it.
I’ve never needed an excuse
to sacrifice myself for love.
I’m a martyr for everything soft.
I confess to you: I’d bleed for anything
if it held me the right way.
I confess:I have.
I have.