I still stand by the fact that you can use my gamemode and bots to make something. I trust you to use it as a force of good, and im hoping we can come into contact again. Not bc i want you to help me make servers, but because i feel people who actually care about this game should stick together, and im sorry for burning this bridge.

I have really regretted what ive done, and yeah, maybe it is bc i can see you with your new server and im jealous, so that speaks to my char too, i guess. But rather than have this toxic rival situation, i rather just be friendly, bc end of the day, im building something widly diff to whats existing, im trying to grow the pie, not trying to poach.

I know your a good actor as well, and its why during that period, i felt confused and hurt as to why you werent making a server. And it hurts alot now that you have embraced another community. I feel like your an ex and im the abusive husband in the breakup, and your new partner dosent have my fancy gamemode and bots, but it dosent need to be...

I think the servers we both wanted were too radically apart, and since all that drama, ive been building something really cool around how i want to make it. I dont think your idea for a galaxy server is compatible with the stuff i was making, but it could be, yknow?

When you came to me, during all the drama over Fallout, i was in a bad space. I think i am still in a bad space. Im in a toxic online relationship, and i realise that this has made me act and speak like an ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ to people.

I want to clarify so much that im not an ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. I try and be as selfless as i can in alot of things, and when it comes to GMod, i honestly care about keeping this game alive against the bad actors who want to exploit it.

Hey, i really want to talk. Not to try and win you back or anything, but to make peace, im just been worked up over it recently. Can you unblock me on discord

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