turned 22... and i can't believe it's been almost four years since i saw you last. i got delicious foods this birthday, as per uze.... naturally still thinking about that lamb biriyani, but i had kbbq this year. i don't think you ever had kbbq!! it can be overwhelming but i think you would like it anyways, even with the bronchitis. you were always the first person i saw and the last person i saw on my birthdays, and after school too (the best feeling). miss that more than ever, especially as im finishing graduate school at the end of this year. feels like the older i get, the further away you do... but i guess that's how time works, haha. who knows maybe i'll even make an art about it??? xD ... at the same time, i feel like i understand that frustration you had... so, i really wish i could see you again and ask about it all. miss you forever, dude

fall again..!! miss you a lot this season, with warm drinks and halloween botw and what not!! all the classic cozys. i wish we could eat chocolates, takeout, and watch movies on halloween again, undisputed best holiday.... enjoying those fall nintendo playlists as per uze with some coffees so much hope in that 5 degree drop of hot florida summer xD lets pretend to feel the fall breeze again..!! i've been playing this game called "keep driving" that is either your worst nightmare or the best escapism. i think you'd love the mechanics and definitely the style, with the flowing pixel landscapes and the ability to change the playlist in your car!! the feeling is really great, even for people like us who can't drive well :P .... this fall i will play tons of games but ill try to run around outside a lot too. its always your perfect weather, with some bright breezy days and cloudy moody days, so i can balance it... !! wish you were here, broski

3 yrs now.... miss you forever, dude

i reached 21 only thing that would make my birthday better is you and that catering size order of lamb biriyani...!! i had a nice lunch and a relaxin and a video gamin, as per uze. mr lynch also passed this february month. it felt like i lost another part of you, but also like the whole world was mourning you. i saw blue velvet (in memorial) at an indie theatre (that you would love) called balboa theatre. i saw mulholland drive there last year. they had an agent cooper shirt with a ton of twin peaks motifs that says "damn fine movie theatre." wish you could've worn it... miss you and that loud coffee machine forever, broski

sorry i haven't checked in for a while. . . but big news... i graduated !!! ^___^ !!! im going onto my masters in library science, which i know you would find totally cool and that you definitely didn't influence. everyone i work with at the childrens library rn for my part-time is autistic sooo you would've been really good at that kind of job. i've also been busy playing games n watching movies with my sweetie so i have been hanging out like we did every night again. don't need to type here for you to know that. im going to japan again this winter (our tokyo was fun last time!?) and also thailand cuz thats where mom lives now. bad/good news: i will learn what it felt like for u to have a flipphone in a foreign country... i've also been playing this chinese point and click called the rewinder which you would totally love. wish you were here to do the points and the clicks. i miss yelling obvious solutions at you!!! sleep well <3 zzzz

just modded by new animal crossing 3ds, the model i always wanted... !!! got my first paycheck and i was like oh yeah lets blast!! going to play kirby pinball at night aka you simulator. also going to play kirbys extra epic yarn, and woolys world, those two you always liked because of the textures. been playing ac wild world, harvest moon, ds-nintendogs, a dsiware game called "aquarium" (where you build a windows-xp style aquarium) and the fullmetal alchemist ds game !?? its a beat em up with the plot of fullmetal 2003!! you were always confused why everyone strayed away from handheld models, they are the best, and you were absolutely right. going to play kirby pinball in bed tonight to stave off your insomnia and dream of you. sleep well zzzz