may god punish me the same way i punished others. may karma hit upon myself and let me burn and rot like it's hell. an eye for an eye. do not let it be bad fate, but the answear for your questions you ve been having all along. it's not clear, but it is. waiting, takes you places and actually, gives you sight. start by doing it, not by thinking about it. why does the future bother you when you don't even know it? the same way it bothers you the moment in the movie you r watching that will change your perspective about the finalé of it. you worry because you know evey step you take either bad or good, it's gonna change your whole point of view. by every decision you make, you constantly alter your predefined finale. you do it all by yourself. you do, somehow, have control about future. you will eventually end up in that place, bad or good, only because you chosen that path. but do not look back and sob. that's not how it works. the past will always be a lesson even if it isn't or is important. anything you ve been experiencing is something that most probably will happen again in your future, if not, something really close to it and because of you, doing your homework and living and choosing, you ll be able to realise the right thing to do. you know it because you already lived it. you know it because you chose your path already, and still, you wanna stay on your path as long as possible. in the end, someone giving the smallest ♥♥♥♥ about your little stupid things, does make the difference in your life, eventually, creating you a purpose and giving you hope that someone actually cares. everyone deserves someone, but someone deserves everyone. all you do is help without asking for help nor wanting help. you help yourself by helping others. you are helping yourself by making you believe that you are a good person. a person that maybe listens or talks the right things. but even tho you don't like that, you don't like yourself and you don't consider yourself a good person,not at all, there is balance in everything, meaning that someone will always see you as the good guy instead of seeing you as the bad guy like you do. maybe i am the bad guy intentionally or not, you are the antagonist in everyones life. maybe or maybe not. do i give a ♥♥♥♥? yneos? right.

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