Look, in this life you gotta be careful. You gotta keep your interests and your whimsy alive. Make time for your good loving friends. And stop putting your time into the bad ones. They'll be fine. There's nothing left that you can do for them MOVE ON. You could waste years in that trap, GET OUT. Play video games. Discover new music. Talk to strangers who look like they need talking to. Go camping, because life can sneak up on you, and sometimes that sneaking can go on for decades until one day your a person whose walking through any place, at any time, with anyone. Stay awake, do new things, broaden your horizons, be weird, and don't let others stop you from doing something strange because you think it might be fun. Unless that thing is crack cocaine...

Thanks for reading this, you are loved, appreciated, and there is always help if your willing to ask and be brave, you are stronger than you think, and please don't let yourself forget that.