POV: Last Day of School have ended and you know very well that you won't see your classmates again.

we’ve been through so much…
So many travels and so many memories put together so perfectly in this window of time..

I believe you’ve fallen out of love with me. Your words over the past week have cut me deep and left wounds I don’t know how to heal right now. Your absence and distance is even louder.
I feel left and abandoned, holding up what once used to be our shelter. A shelter we held together and called home.
Night after night, I toss and turn wondering when the overwhelming tightness in my chest will subside.
When I find myself alone, I break down uncontrollably into tears. I feel completely helpless in losing you.
I try to hold myself together around others but inside, the pain is suffocating me.
Oh, the way you’ve drifted..
I don’t know where you are anymore..
I wish you’d come back home.
How terribly I want to feel your love again..
To repair this shattered heart you’ve left behind.
I watch you so far away,
As I lay in the ruins of what once was.

No emotion. No reasoning. No explanation..
You ripped me out of your life like a stained page in a book.
You left me in your wake..
My mind is plagued and I’m left trying to find reason in your betrayal.
I’m tired.
I’m tired of the spiraling thoughts in my head that always circle back to ‘why?’
I would rather you scream and yell, telling me you hate me.
An exacerbation of emotions would be better than this cold void you’ve left me in.
Your everything and more?
You snapped your fingers and now i’m a distant memory.

another summer down the drain sigh

This person who really mattered to me fell of a ladder I was there and heard it he got rush to the hospital and I went to my computer and Search sad lofi and I found this and book marked it and I always see it and think of him thank you so much

m not depressed, im not this or that, im just not content with life. Idk who I am, im always scared because of the anxiety, I have ptsd so simple ♥♥♥♥ like sports is really hard for me because im afraid of the memories it brings back. Its ♥♥♥♥♥♥ man. Now I've decided that maybe I'm not super ugly and the fact that I workout could maybe help me get a girlfriend or something, then I realize who the ♥♥♥♥ would want a lost, disappointed, dissatisfied, goblin such as myself?? Im pretty much retarded when it comes to social clues so keeping a relationship is already hard but now combined with everything, I think I can put myself out there but I seriously don't think I'll get anything to bite. Idk