they feed me garbage and rotting meat crawling with maggots thick with sinew
they make me bite down the juices
red and yellow hit the back of my throat
i choke and i gag and i womit
till my throat is sore
an aching throbbing tube of flesh, i push it all out but i can still taste it

they bathe me in filth and blood and piss and bile
they gently rub human waste all over my body, my skin itches it peels off like wet paper
I beg them to stop

but they don't listen



and then they lock me up with HIM
he's always there, closer each time
and the rot it comes with him

it goes within. it becomes me