Do you know what I desired to respond with when you said that? "Bye bye"

I'm sure that you can use your imagination.

Wow do I feel better.

I'm done now.

"Bye bye"

But.. if you want my advice.

Maybe don't talk about being two pieces of stardust having been reunited
While simultaneously not wanting to be more open with the person you're oh-so in-love with

It comes across as facetious, manipulative, and at best - stupid.

So do whatever the hell you want - latch onto someone new who will spend ten hours a day with you before throwing you out from disinterest and exhaustion because they never actually loved you to begin with. Feel your eyes glaze over when your mind thinks of me in that moment of heartbreak. Or forget about me completely and blame me for what's happened.

I don't care anymore

There's nothing I could do two weeks ago
There's nothing I could do a week ago
There's nothing I can do today

How things between us went was always out of my control from the very beginning
How things ended between us was the only moment in time I actually had any control

I loved you so much that I let you walk away unscathed from how I actually felt towards you and how much hatred had been stirring inside my heart.

Ask me how many people have been so lucky in my past.

I can count them on my ring finger.

Just you.

I loved you so much that I could easily look past the fact that you very likely have involvement with that pathetic piece of human trash. If you want to make poor social decisions that's your problem, enjoy being friends with a schizophrenic alcoholic.

But do you recall what I said to you?

"I'm not certain if getting *this* close to someone like you is a good idea"

Because the more I knew you and the more I loved you
The more problems I had with you that couldn't be solved peacefully

My back was literally to a wall

Have a deep talk that would be painful for you
One that you would likely interject with "I feel un-loved right now.."
And for once I would respond with, "I don't care"

Or just accept the pain until it became unbearable
And accept blame for your failures and deem them to be incompatibilities